Day 8

Really not good, my tummy pains are worsening by the day, I dread going to the loo. I have looked on line and this is fairly normal apparently and something they don't tell you in hospital. It is very difficult to feel positive when you dread each visit to the bathroom. Some forums say it can take up to 6 weeks to feel normal again :(

I am tired and listless and finding it harder to be motivated....mmm this is not how I wanted it to go.


On the brighter side my lovely friend Emma came to visit me today and brought lunch and cheered my up all day. Love her!

I have constant belly pain currently and the stupid paracetamol and Ibruprofen that I can take aren't touching it, I wish there was something stronger I could take but my stupid body seems to react very badly to most stonger things.

Sorry no positive stuff today, maybe tomorrow

xx