Day 6:

So woke today feeling somewhat ill. Had another rough night, decided to sleep in a bed last night, good idea yes? Well sort of...I kept having very hot sweats...oh and here it starts....but when I took the quilt off I went freezing cold so there I was tossing and turning all night, so yes Mike was not a happy chappy (although he was very polite about it) I also had a really upset tummy this morning to top everything off and felt sick. Well I guess ou can't have it all.

So came down for some breakfast to be sociable with Mike and burst in to floods of tears and sobbed and sobbed, I mean snot and everything, I said to Mike "I'm trying to be so positive as well and it's not working" (boo hoo) :D ...that'll be another hormone thing wont it.

So I had to make a decision, ruin my day with feeling awful and go back to bed and feel sorry for myself all day or get up and snap out of it, I thought in my wisdom to try the latter.

So off I trotted (metaphorically speaking since I can't trott just yet) instructed Rose-Anna to sit nearby whilst I showered, my hair felt hideous! I got dressed in day time clothes and even a bra! Go me. My wisdom paid off as I was starting to feel better already, even better still when I dried my hair and brushed and brushed it! I moisturised and plucked my eyebrows....yes I was feeling human again. What a feeling and I hadn't even had gaviscon.

To top all this off it is a lovely day today so I went to sit outside and instructed Rose-Anna how to hang washing on the line as until now I hadn't really seen how she does it, well lets just say she needed a little mummy guidance :)

Guess what, my lovely friends from work sent me a beautiful bunch of flowers today, could this day get any better?

So I've been taking Arnica and my Manuka honey each day without fail and I think it really does help, the bruising has really come out. the only thing I still struggle with is my appetite in that there is not much of one, but it will come.

I was reading an interesting article on line about Evening Primrose oil which I have lived on for years now but was unsure if I still needed it. Well did you know that its brilliant to take anyway as it is not just for hormone balance. But in said article it also talks about issues with lots of other things including endometriosis, well it seems that I could have been a lot worse if I had not been taking that then.
It can help with Diabetic nerve damage, MS, Osteoporosis, IBS, Raynauds disease, Chronic Fatigue and others.

Well here's hoping for the day to get better and better...see you next visit.